I think i found him........!

I'm back from Oranjemund...It's been an interesting past 3 weeks! Now let me remind you again that this blog is called "New Beginnings" ...and it's for a reason: I knew that this year weird things would be happening to me!!! On the day i arrived in Oranjemund, I was pretty stoned out of my mind, but i think that by the time in omd, the high had subsided a bit...Anyway, Phillip collected me at the airport and i asked for his car because i needed to sort out my sim card...i arrived at the shop and saw him...our eyes locked for abt 5 sec...and it was game over!!! he help me and i couldnt stop staring at him...I think he's collegue notice because she handed me over to him without even blinking...I left the shop and all i could think of is that i need to meet him...I asked around about him but nobody had seen him...So I left it at that and had quite a raucous night with the girls! It was hectic! Anyway, the following day i went to a braai with the girls but i was so tired! And then he walked in there with the boys! Sham! Again,eye contact and then it was game over! I kept on telling Sam to get out of my way because he was blocking my view! Hanakam, in the meantime, u-brother man is checking me out too! That night, i convinced Phillip that we need to go make a turn at the club! This very me who was complaining about exhaustion the whole night! Of course i knew that he was going there too...We met and started talking...he asked me to dance with him and i was holding my earings in my hands and he took it from me (or did i give them to him?Hmm)...anyway, he was in possesion of my ear rings by the time he left the club...The following day, i zulad for his number, some people wouldnt give it to me-a certain wambo who's name begins with and S and surname with an A-, but i managed to get hold of it and text him the sunday night...the texting started at about 6 pm on sunday and ended at about 1 am on Monday morning...the attraction was there but i was scared to meet him because when i thought about it, i actually orchestrated this whole thing since i had seen him at the shop on the Tuesday when i arrived in town...Now that i was about to "succeed" in my quest, i was ready to chicken out...but something told me to carry through with it so we decided to meet on the Thursday....Mind you, at this point in time, i had known this guy for all of FOUR days, if you take into consideration the days when i actually STARTED talking to this guy(saturuday) and here i was ready to meet him on the Thursday! Anyway, so we met...i cooked a little something-something (which Phillip and Jessica almost killed!)...i had some wine, he had some beer...and we spoke...forever...but it felt like the time was moving at its own, slow pace...he said he'd give me a back rub and...we spoke for a bit longer and he asked me something (Good God! I cant remember what he'd asked me)...i was trying to answer it but, i remember, looking down and then...he kissed me....Sana, everything melted...I was liquid everywhere...It was so nice! I cant remember the last time someone held me like that! Shit i dont know if anyone has ever held me like that! Kissed me like that...touched me like that! Oh my God! I was listening to him and all i could think is that "I want this boy!".And he cuddles and plays and he accepts my ankle, without bitching! ( I have this thing of that if i am sleeping with someone, my ankle need to be between their ankles-usually people bitch about it...but he didnt)...It was so nice! Except the part were we stop because i wanted to confirm his marital status...and he did...and there was a brief "what now" moment...and...We woke up the next day, and without even realising, i am parading my naked ass aroung him... and he his...we kissed good bye and all i could thinking about was this boy! It was game over ever since...we've been chatting every since and last weekend...wow...I WANT THIS BOY...I want everthing that he is...and i orchestrated all of this...double wow!!!Our goodbye on sunday was sad...i was so deur mekaar...i was worried about him and just missed him so damn much!but i knew i'd see him soon...or at least hear from him soon...his phone was off because he left his charger behind...so when his text came through yesterday morning...i was in seventh heaven...then i didnt hear from him last night and i was like...here we go again...and then he called me today....It was so nice...Bottom Line: I WANT THIS BOY....I dont know how...but...